(Kinda did this part before, but hey what the heck)
[1] What happened to our friendship? It feels like your this two sided friend, a friend in one moment, not in the next. I miss you, but it's okay. Time heals everything
[2] Realize your wrongs, before everything is too late. You know I care for you, just have everything accomplished. You'll do great, I promise.
[3] I wish we can spend more time together, but thank goodness our friendship doesn't need that. I just wish we had more of our moments, but I know our love for each other can only continue to get stronger.
[4] I love you, honestly. But I know there is something you can't let go. I am always happy for all the accomplishments you achieve, I just want you to be proud of me sometimes instead of trying to reach for the better. But I see past that, you are a great friend.
[5] Your personality will shine, only if you be yourself. I see you for your real self, but around different people, its this different person.
[6] You're making me have doubts, laughs, and happiness. I don't know how you do it. But I don't know how to take it, I'm hoping it will turn out for what I wish it will.
[7] Get over it, please. It feels like more tension is building. Oh geez.
[8] Cheer up, you know I'll always be here for you, light in a tunnel, remember that.
[9] I miss you, why did you have to leave me. But I know your spirit is always around me. I'm hoping I am becoming to be what you can fully be proud of.
[10] Thank you for everything, everything.
Nine things about yourself
[1] My eyebrows grow really long, I hate it.
[2] I don't tell a lot about myself to most people. It feels like I am more secure this way, but I know I am wrong. It just takes awhile for me to trust all my deep personal emotions/secrets to someone, anyone.
[3] I am big toe conscience, meaning I feel very weird when people just look at my big toe. Haha I don't care about the other toes, just the big mama.
[4]My upper lip is bigger than my bottom one, and is said to be slightly darker too. How weird. But its unique so I like it.
[5] My room is a mess, but once I clean every speck has to be clean. If I start cleaning something, I cannot stop cleaning until I know that every little piece of dirt is gone. But I can have it dirty for a while. I just can't deal with starting to clean and not getting it done. Haha
[6] I only got my room around a year to 8 months ago. So I am officially only having a room to myself at the age of 16.
[7] While I work, I get the testing spoons and get a spoonful of each flavor. I do this secretly even if I know the camera is watching, but so far I haven't gotten caught! Wooo!
[8] Before I go to sleep, I tend to daydream about something cute/romantic in order for me to fall asleep faster. Corny, but it works.
[9] I can't cook. It's difficult for me to cook eggs. I can cook rice, but techincally the rice cooker does that, damn.
Eight ways to win your heart
[1] make me laugh
[2] open up about your life
[3] be spontaneous.
[4] random anything (text messages, calls, comments, etc)
[5] Cute gestures
[6] Passion for a hobbie/family
[7] See me as a friend also
[8] Same love for God that I have.
Seven things that cross your mind a lot
[1] What my future will be like
[2] Global Warming/End of the World
[3] I wonder what that person is thinking...
[4] What should I eat....
[5] First Love? True Love? Love?
[6] What am I going to do today..
[7] God!! Jesus!!
Six things you wish you never did
[1] I wish I could take back what happened in Dec. 18
[2] I wish I never ever said anything bad about my dad
[3] I wish I never got so affected about the smallest things.
[4] I wish I was never shy on meeting new people
[5] I wish I could speak to both of my grandparents, I miss them.
[6] I wish I never said anything bad about anyone.
Five likes of opposite sex
[1] Honesty
[2] Respectful
[3] Sense of Humor!!
[4] Carefree-ness. Hahaha
[5] Always the love for God.
Four turn offs
[1] Too much illegal crap that they deal with.
[2] Cocky bastards!
[3] Being too horny, women aren't toys.
[4] Liars
Three smilies that describe your life momentarily
[1] 8)
[2] :|
[3] =]
Two things you want to do before you die
[1] Make a difference in the world/people
[2] Tell people how much they really meant to me.
One confession
[1] I am a selfless person. I tend to put others before myself because I am happy when other people are happy. I feel as if the smile of the newly changed person can go deep within my heart and touch me forever. Its the sense of helping someone, knowing that you can make someone's day. I love the feeling.