Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Growing up

I've been very proud of myself. I'm not that person who is so insecure anymore but rather the person who likes to see the glass half full. As much as I remember, I was always the girl who was scared of what life can throw at me. I didn't know if I could handle the slightest bit of embarrassment or scream my own perspective. But things change. I've grown up. I'm realizing that peoples' perspective of who I am does not matter to me anymore. If I'm happy, who cares what they think. I'm starting to praise myself on my accomplishments and figuring out what this new set of confidence. I'll admit, it feels good but then again, I'm not the type of person who gets caught up with it. Still, I see growth within myself. I've change for the better and I know how to carry myself with it. I'm growing within my faith, my friends, and my family. And like I said, it took me time to just start realizing that. And know that I do, I'll be taking it to the next level. I'll strive for more improvement but, I'm happy with who I am right now. I've never felt so content and joyous.