Last thing..

I can never manage to track you down. Your always a step before me, and allowing me to only anticipate when you're going to come back. Actually let me rephrase that. You have always been a step ahead of me and I've never been able to feel your presence. I look around the world and watch with awe the different versions of you. And its always roams around my own mind on when "it's my turn." My turn to feel the excitement, sadness, and happiness with you. A child can dream about you. But I'm not a child anymore, I am growing up. It's not a mere fantasy but a dreadful anticipation. I can sit and wonder about all the different possibilities, but I am eagerly waiting on the real experience. I am waiting. You've been in my prayers and I'm hoping, we will have a face to face encounter. Someday soon, I wish.